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The other night i was walking home and really wanted to talk to someone. i felt that in that moment, i my tiny world, i needed someone to talk me into living. I needed someone to breathe life into me and give me hope. i had no one to turn to, no number to call. I thought of two people that i don't talk to, and they were the only people i wanted to talk to. Neither of their numbers are even in my phone anymore.
i am so alone here, and it's all my fault. And it's fine. It's fine, but i'm not. I am more broken than i ever wanted to own up to, and even now i don't honestly want to own up to the feeling of snapping in two.
I can't remember what it feels like to be content or calm. I feel completely overwhelmed; all my thoughts are choked with questions.
So reviews are out, or is it "in" ? hmm. they are good, except for the eerie comment which makes me feel awkward like no other.


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Asian tourists scream when I walk down the street They worship me like Jesus, praying at my feet Flashin' all their cameras taking pictures of me Going to their surgeons, saying "Make me look like Kiffy"
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